Spiritual Entropy, Neptune, The Goode Story Gone Bad & The Fall Of James Ray

2f039fe72f7da38fa25a501a3eeece58-1As I’ve been getting used to my new, astrological flatmate, Neptune, leasing out a room in my 4th House for the next two-and-a-half years, I’ve been meditating on the topic of the fall, personal and collective fall. What goes up, must come down or in the second law of thermodynamics which states that; The total entropy of an isolated system can only increase over time. It can remain constant in ideal cases where the system is in a steady state (equilibrium) or undergoing a reversible process. Eventually, all things come to a collapse, some sooner than later.

I’m meditating on this concept due to trans-Neptune’s opposition to my MC. I’m courting my vulnerability, the places where I’m not only not strong, but even atrophied. Not an easy position to assume at the mid-point of my life. I think that the best literary example of this is King Lear.

Lear is the proud ruler who suffers a fall from grace by pitting his daughters against one another, and descends into madness as a result. The final scenes of Lear find him deliriously roaming the wastelands in a blind quest for nothing with the court fool. This is the hard gravitational force of spiritual entropy. Everything has been taking from him, mostly due to his hubris. Even the fool ranks higher since the fool had nothing to lose and has courted oblivion his entire life. Even he has greater standing than the tragic Lear.

As controversy swirls around Corey Goode, David Wilcock and the Blue Avian opera, we can this process of the fall slowly unfold before us, as Goode rose to meteoric heights with his dazzling tales of secret space programs, other worlds, orbs and Blue Avians. Wilcock was Lewis playing to Goode’s Clark as they unwound stories that were straight out of 1950’s comic books like Amazing Tales. Goode received awards and a long stay at Gaia, which is no easy feat, considering that I was there and know the tenuous nature of their contracts and agreements. They have long term plans for Corey.

David Wilcock and Corey Goode June 28th OYM Radio Transcript and NotesBut his ascent as whistle blower with a jet pack was interrupted when Bill Ryan posted an interview where he claimed that Goode was delusional and that his fantastic story was part marketing, part fairy tale and part assemblage of similar accounts. Then it went next level. Randy Maugans turned on the high beams and the disclosure of disclosure heated up. Then it became a nasty scrum with the likes of Dark Journalist (Daniel Liszt), Alfred Webre and Stephen Greer piling on (the latter two with their own skeletons rattling around their closets). The only thing sustaining Goode/Wilcock is the unwavering support of their network as their franchise investments. That’s been the case for years with David as prediction after prediction failed to come to fruition as the dark cabal often spoken of in sober, yet prophetic terms, seems to still be in power.

Wilcock is about as untouchable as Hilary Clinton.

The second law of thermo dynamics didn’t take into account money, power and influence as an air pocket of sustainability

Maybe due to the fact that Wilcock is a Pisces and he can bob up and down like a raft adrift in Neptune’s roiling seas.

Over the weekend as I meditated on this notion of the fall, I was riveted by a documentary on James Arthur Ray, the self-help guru who was on the cusp of joining the ranks of Robbins, Toll, and Chopra as a modern magus for the masses. With his appearance in The Secret and a cozy spot on Oprah’s couch, Ray was reaching the refined ethers of the big time and then tragedy struck. On the weekend of 10/11/09 in Sedona, Ray was leading his spiritual warrior workshop and the apex of the weekend was the sweat lodge event.

In a sweltering, low-ceilinged-dome, covered in toxic plastics, three people would eventually die from heat and blood poisoning. James Ray would be their agent of death, ingloriously shepherding them into the afterlife. What ensued would be the fall of James Ray. From Oprah’s couch to prison. Ray spent two years in prison for the wrongful deaths of the three participants who never made it out of that death lodge.

The documentary chronicles Ray’s fall and subsequent return to the motivational circuit. I wanted to look at his chart to see if there were markers along the way and from the celestial perspective, who is James Ray?


astro_w2gw_96_james_ray.63253.16458There’s no known chart for Ray, but we do know where and what day he was born on (Honolulu, 11/22/57). If you’re keeping score at home, Ray’s life path is a 55 or a 1. It’s fairly uncommon and potently high vibrational. There’s a huge amount of glamour associated with the master numbers (11, 22, 33, 44, 55) but being able to handle, hold and ground the energy isn’t easy. Sometimes the high vibrations and a calling are as much a curse as a blessing. I rectified Ray’s chart by looking at his prison time an where it would align with his 12th House. This turned out to be a 6AM chart, which would put his 12th House at 23 Libra. Ray would begin his jail time on 11/17/11. He would celebrate his 11/22/11 birthday in a cell. What should have been a career/lifetime portal for Ray was a deep. spiritual lock down.

Transiting Saturn in Libra and subsequently Scorpio would mark Ray’s jail time and line him up with his Saturn return and the act of resurrecting himself. Witnessing this in the video is alternately strangely inspiring and disgusting. America loves a comeback story but James Ray will test how much we will forgive and forget. We watch Ray work with his trainer to get back in shape, we see the transformation process at work. He emerges from prison with long hair and a startling humility. As the doc progresses, his hair gets shorter, clipped to the point of his pre-prison persona. He’s teaching his Harmonic Wealth material, while staving off his critics who do not feel that he has the right to play guru again. Seeing him work a potential client on an up-sell. one wonders if he’s learned anything at all as he slickly moves into the scaly old skin of preacher/promoter. Speaking of preacher . . .

James Ray’s father was a fire and brimstone, healing hands preacher in Tulsa, Oklahoma where Ray spent the very awkward years of his youth. Saturn as the father plays a significant role in his chart, conjuncting Mercury and the Moon. Ray was born under the zeal of the Sag New Moon. The Moon/Saturn conjunction isn’t warm and fuzzy. Emotions tend to be hard at times, even dispatched like executive orders. When Kirby Brown, one of the people who died was in distress, Ray was told of her condition. Here’s where his Moon/Saturn conjunction kicked in. Ray said that she had done it before and assured that she would get through it. What doesn’t kill us make us stronger, but sometimes, it just kills us. The makeshift sweat lodge would become Brown’s sarcophagus.

Ray’s potent stellium in Sag is charismatic, particularly in the 1st House of the rectified chart. Trine Uranus in the 9th House (unconventional beliefs) he get’s the Aquarian torque, the which helps in re-packaging older practices and belief systems (Sag and especially Saturn) with something new (Uranus). His Mercury/Uranus trine adds originality and a touch of genius. From the 9th to the 1st House is the reception of transmissions from a higher source where they are embodied and shared on a personal level. But while he has Sag in spades. he also has three planets in Scorpio (TN, Mars and Neptune with the latter being conjunct by six degrees). Ray is here to learn about magic, power and responsibility) in this lifetime. Mars in Pluto is potent, but it’s potency is somewhat diffused conjunct Neptune. It’s less rooted in eroticism and manifests in fantasy, mesmerism and spell casting. James Ray has warlock energy and in this chart it’s hidden in the 12th. Those Scorp aspects also square Uranus and that’s energy of, well, sudden death. People see and get Sag the Teacher, but behind the scenes, he’s working darker channels and it comes through the Scorpio ascendent. Part of Ray’s lesson in this lifetime is the battle between light and dark, the competing powers of heaven and hell.


banner-4802aWith the advent of modern astrology, the old, fated symbolic interpretations gave way to more, evolutionary ways of astrological language. As modern psychology merged with astrology, Pluto went from grim reaper to shadow and death became transformation. But sometimes, a cigar is just a cigar and Pluto is Pluto. In the case of Ray’s chart, Pluto in the 10th House can be a harbinger of death and not just the death of there three people who passed away over six-years-ago, but the death of James Ray’s career and now, apparently it’s resurrection. what’s striking about the documentary is any lack of friends or long term relationships. There are no life long friends, lovers, or ex-wives. Just his brother, mother and father. One gets the sense that Ray’s most intimate connections are with the people that serve him, his assistants and the people he serves aka his clients. The isolated quality of relationships could be chalked up to his craggy Capricorn Venus, which also speaks to professional, not necessarily personal relationships–square Jupiter in Libra it hints at exploitation and potentially manipulation. In quintile with Neptune, there’s also a sense that his relationships are also about some form of spiritual service and connection, perhaps with his clients. As an astrologer, counselor and guide, I get this (just look at my 11th House), but in Ray’s case, it’s striking.

While he seems quite at home with his lone ranger status, he’s certainly not adverse to making new connections which can serve him. When he was interviewed by Piers Morgan, then with CNN, on the heels of the sit down, Morgan’s manager and publicist took Ray on as a client and still manages him to this day.

Saturn’s been moving across Ray’s Sun/Moon/Mercury/Saturn for the past three years and he’s had to deal with the karmic repercussions of his past actions while clearing out the past-thirty years of learned and patterned response. Unlike King Lear who suffered from his ignominious fall, Ray’s descent was braced by a prison cot and not the aimless wanderings of a blind-old-man.

Taking on a role where lives are influenced by thoughts, words and actions is one of the trickiest there is. The inherent dangers are out there for anyone with eyes to see. From corrupt gurus, to pedophilic priests, to self-help titans trying to stay one-step-ahead of their competition, the casualties either get wise or succumb to even deeper traumas than the ones they were trying escape from.

With Neptune on the MC of the US chart, this is part of our collective story of faith, fall and redemption. The truth is, no man or woman can fully lead us to our spiritual dwelling place, which is conscious union with God, outside the dream of separation. They made add fuel to our journey, help right the ship, but the final steps on that path is ours and ours alone.

Sunday Night Livestream: Baron Trump’s Chart, Death of The Piscean Age & The Piscean Crisis

On last night’s livestream, I get into the charts of BF Skinner, Mister Rogers, and Barron Trump. I also break down psychic driving as a mechanism of social programming and a lot more.

The Solar Eclipse, Mars/Uranus Conjunction, Milo As Uros, The American Spring

anteclipseI recently received a message from a client and it went something like this; “One day I have it all together, and I’m soaring, the next, I’m just gutted.” I don’t think she’s alone, as I’ve been going through this cycle myself. There seems to be something big, really big taking place, a modulated wave of psychic purging, with the attendant letting go and surrendering that comes along with these states. There’s also an emotional draining of the swamp that’s going, which will become much more prevalent when Venus goes retrograde on 3/4. Why is this happening and what is driving this cycle astrologically?

Jupiter in Libra has been anything but peaceful. It’s expanded the imbalance between the masculine and feminine in some ways, inverted by the radical energies of Uranus in Aries, opposing it. We might not have the jovial blessing of balance and peace, even if briefly, until the second week of June, when Jupiter moves forward at 13 degrees out of the binary clutches of Uranus. Looking to the Sabian Symbol of 14 Libra, we get the following; PHASE I94 (LIBRA 14°): IN THE HEAT OF THE NOON HOUR A MAN TAKES A SIESTA. KEYNOTE: The need for recuperation within the social pattern of everyday activity. But the respite is brief, temporary, perhaps created by a noteworthy act of commonality that causes a brief stand down in the soft civil war of 2017. What can we let in during this time? Can we still our hearts and minds, even if for a mere 48 hours so that we can bridge the ever widening gap? June seems like an eternity away.

Everyday under Trump feels like a week. It may be only day thirty-five, but it feels like we’re already at the six-month-mark. I’ve been toying with the notion of CERN as a giant watch lately and while we bark at each other from the left and right sides of the pen. Something else is going on, something bigger, stretching time and compressing it simultaneously. The emotional presets of the last 2,000 years aren’t going to work as we are sucked into the vortex of the future. The key? Modulate, pulse, disseminate, eliminate, and transmit, while keeping that essential heart valve open.

Trump ushers in an era of widespread disruption. We’ve been talking about this for well over a year now, but it’s not just his presidency or his Mercurial/Uranian style, but it’s a broadband reality across the entire planet. We are in a deep deconstruction phase and we cannot see or even accurately predict how all of this is going to unfold, because quite frankly it could get extremely chaotic and even dangerous. An all out war has been declared on certain groups inside the media. CNN, the New York Times and the Washington Post seem to be Trump’s most hated enemies and purveyors of “very fake news.” Transiting Uranus in Aries has been in sextile with Trump’s natal Uranus/Sun/TN. It’s radical, explosive and catalytic. This is the chemical payload that’s been sending blood pressure through the roof, but what it’s really doing is creating a combustible explosion of cardinal and mutable energies. Its bringing change in a very big, bigly way, whether you like it, want it, or not. The hot American Spring is almost upon us, the purple revolution revving it’s wheels of destruction. It’s on.milo


Logos is the universal mind, Eros is the underlying energy of creation, shakti and bliss. Pathos, the tragic interplay of Logos and Eros. Milo Yiannapoulis has shot across the collective sky like a flaming star (pun intended). Milo, Libra is ruled by Venus. In my work, I’ve found that it is at times difficult for men in the sign of Libra, unless they embrace Venus and the feminine aspect. Clearly, Milo embraced Venus in a radical fashion. Watching him on Bill Maher, acting like the coquette, flirting, wearing strands of pearls. he was like the amalgam of Quentin Crisp, drag-era Bowie, Oscar Wilde and a bit of Roy Cohn tossed into the mix. The paradox of Milo was like a perverse Zen koan. He was anti-feminist, anti-PC, even anti-Gay rights. He would spout off about being Jewish (somewhere back in his mother’s line) and having a fondness for black dick. These outsider creds would theoretically make him unassailable by the Left, since the Left has no problem promoting or being promoted by classical Jewish/Progressive interests, or minority issues, and in fact they are essential parts of the Progressive DNA, from Marx to MLK, but those touch points were merely odd code to be skipped over to get to the core of the program, which was the assertion of Milo’s fascism and supposed hate speech. We all know what happened next. A college tour that was more like the Sex Pistols one and only tour of America, versus Salman Rushdie’s academic romp across the USA after the “Satanic Verses.” It culminated with a riot in Berkeley, and just weeks later, Milo would be forced to resign from Breitbart, abandon his keynote at CPAC, lose his book deal and burble apologies across the world wide web.

Milo’s rise has been in concert with Uranus opposing his Libra Sun. Buttressed by his flamboyant Leo Moon, Uranus in Aries gave him the radical edge of a “dangerous faggot.” But there was more to Uranus than just adding a nuclear arsenal to his Venusian Sun, he became, if briefly the strange and fearless spokesperson for generations of straight, white males, who have been figuratively taking it in the ass for the last fifty-years, to the point where they have become not just an army of ineffective cucks, or self-absorbed voyeurs experiencing their male energy through sports, but the ultimate symbol of failure, the latest line of exploiters, rapists, racists and plunderers. Milo, in his own perverse, and let’s say liberated way, was taking stances, pushing back and doing the heavy lifting for a sector of society that has been hog-tied and neutered. Oddly enough, it was Milo’s embrace of his blatant queerness that gave him the power to take on the feminist mafia and the politically correct Stazi. In his own way, he had undergone the same type of metamorphosis that usually takes place in ceremonies like the cremation of care. Hmmmmmm. But I see this as a function of the Uranus opposition to his Sun.

Transiting Uranus in Aries inverted his Libran Sun, as transiting Jupiter expanded his identity and as such, fame. Instead of finding the middle ground, balance or peace, Uranus was actually titling the scales to the extreme until there would be a breaking point, which we witnessed this past week, as Jupiter moved in retrograde motion, taking the air out of his fame balloon. But for nearly a year, Milo was taking on the forces of social repression that have been hacking away at the root chakra of men for the better part of thirty years. He was Uros, the energetic expression of inverted Eros, a Beta by any other definition who mutated into a raging Alpha for free speech and destruction of social norms that he perceived had become spiritual chains. The irony here is that he had more balls than almost any straight male who might fear for his reputation or even worse; the last remaining vestiges of whatever masculinity, precariously hanging between his legs.

Often, we associate Black Moon Lilith with the denied feminine, but in the case of Yiannapolis, with his Black Moon Lilith in Aries 4 degrees, his journey in a very odd way has been about the denied masculine, cast out of Eden, a new version of the story where Adam is sent packing and it’s Lilith and Eve luxuriating in a world with no threat of violence or rape. no threat of future murderers hatched out of their wombs. With his Chiron in Gemini, he’s dealing with the wound of duality and the double standard. It’s okay for George Takei to get a woody waxing poetically about the (over age) Norsk god that stole his (under age) virginity at Summer camp. Takei will get a seat on Ellen’s couch while Milo will slouch from Babylon, waiting for what all Americans hope and pray for—a second act.

I don’t condone Milo’s stance on underage sex, even if beings are biologically capable of bringing a life into the world, many of them are not emotionally prepared to deal with the consequences of such intimacy and while Milo makes a case that some are, how are we to know and by what criterion do we judge our youth and allow them to make their own choices? I once speculated on similar views with Milo, knowing extremely sophisticated young people over the course of my life, but there is a sanctity to youth and childhood and it must be protected and preserved at all costs.marsaries


The last time Mars was in Aries and conjuncting Uranus, was in 2015. Want to know what happened at that time with of course a Pluto in Cap kicker, forming a T-Saquare? Well here you go.

• With Help From Iran, Iraq Begins Major Campaign Against ISIS. (Mar. 2)

• Israeli Prime Minister Makes Controversial Speech to U.S. (Netanyahu bangs for war with Iran) Congress. (Mar. 3)

• Boko Haram pledges allegiance to ISIS (Mar. 6)

• Gunmen Open Fire at Tunis Museum (Mar. 18)

• The Islamic State Claims Responsibility for Mosque Attacks as Violence Escalates in Yemen.

• Justice Department Releases Report on Ferguson Police (This leads to violent protests in Ferguson) (March 4)

• Boston Marathon Bombing Trial Begins (led to a bullshit, coverup movie starring Mark Walhberg (March 4)

Sensing a trend here? Those were all second decan Uranus aka Leo events and a quick glance indicates the dramatic nature of that decan expressed. If you go back to the first Mars/Uranus conjunction in 2011, this was when Uranus had just gone into Aries and it’s first decan aka Aries events that surface. In France there was a ruling that Muslim women could not wear full face burkas (the head/Aries) NFL players were on strike (Aries/warriors) and Obama produced his ahem, birth certificate (Aries//birth). We find ourselves now in the third decan of Uranus in Aries, the Sag decan and we’ll be dealing with hardcore and radical aspects of religion, fiery expressions of truth, overseas incursions and perhaps even violence on campus. This will be the last conjunction of Mars/Uranus in Aries. The next time these two planets conjunct again will be in Taurus.

From a personal perspective, this a time when each of us is more ready than ever to get in touch with not just our will, but our repressed will, the energy that we have held back and denied can be explosively triggered and expressed. With the square to Pluto and the opposition to Jupiter, there’s a struggle for balance. What do we hold back on? What compromises have been made in the past that cannot be made any longer? Pluto in Cap raises the voices of authority from our past as in fathers, teachers, CEOs and yes even presidents.

Uranus has just moved out of Donald Trump’s 8th House, the realm of the underworld and up into his 9th House. Mars follows along and the deep, hidden aggression comes out into the open. In his 9th House he’s dealing with the press, but also ideologies and foreign governments. Will this be a major move around Mexico, ICE and the borders? Will there be major conflict on the horizon as a reaction to Trump’s aggressive stance with the undocumented, unprocessed and the unofficial border crossers? I had to come up with something new. To find an answer, we need to look at the chart of the USA.

The US is marked by Chiron in Aries in the 4th House. If course this is gun violence and war. It also relates to the wounded male (see above). Mars in Aries is conjunct USA natal Chiron. Mars is just hitting the US Chiron, so in essence, this is a trigger, a trigger event, and when we these transits hit, sometimes they’re felt immediately and on other occasions, they take more time. The next 48 hours will be revealing with the final Mars/Uranus conjunction. Speaking of revealing.


Today’s much hyped solar eclipse is annular, but since the TN has been stuck at 3 Virgo for the past few weeks, the eclipse is happening on the New Moon in Pisces and the Sun there as well. The next series of eclipses will take place in August. This eclipse will be visible in the southern part of South America, so we’re talking the very tip of the ring of fire, which evokes seismic activity, but the area I’m most interested in for this eclipse is Antarctica, where there’s been a significant amount of military and esoteric activity taking place, from reports that the Nephilim are stirring, to a massive crack widening and splitting right through Antarctica, to the deployment of Gabriel’s arc, a super weapon inherited from the Annunaki, poised and ready to use against an incoming object. Yes, that very same Antarctica.

From a personal and collective perspective, we’re dealing with Piscean energies and it’s no coincidence that the whole subject of “Fake News” has risen to the surface of our consciousness during the Saturn in Sag, Neptune in Pisces square. It’s not just about fake news, it’s about the absolute and utter control of consciousness. Fake news is just the tip of the ice berg. We’re talking the complete and utter deception of reality itself. Pisces runs the gamut, from the profane to the sacred and all spectra in between. Unlike other signs where the directive is clear, Pisces is a miasma of influence, so if you’re reading other astrological sites and they’re dispensing their take on this eclipse, use a good filter because Pisces is not an energy that is easily contained and classified. That said, we’re in the realm of subtlety, nuance and floating spirit. Intention is more important than ever and has been for the past four days and will continue to do so, because that’s the essence of Pisces, intention, the doing without doing, the surrender of one’s spirit and will to a level of higher dimension and operation and leaving the lesser concerns of the self behind. We’re already cycling through the hidden and obscured areas of our lives (see the beginning of this piece) and this eclipse is a cosmic driver that is pushing us towards higher ground, more refined expression through greater compassion and even faith.

The light is eclipsed during an eclipse and simply, plainly, we see the shadow of the the light or that which has been withheld from us, and this is from the masculine/solar perspective. From the lunar space, the feminine, the symbolic representation of healing, love, pure and unconditional is also there to tap into as well. Our world as we know it is dying and that’s not a bad thing. It must in order for something new to emerge. We’ll see more and more things over the following months that will confirm this and many people will feel naked, raw and even confused. This eclipse phase is the sacred ground for preparation. Be easy on yourself, practice forgiveness where and when you can, dissolve structures that have been used to separate, get closer to the still, small voice within and begin to prepare yourself for the spiritual challenges we have ahead of us. It’s going to be a radical Spring.

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On Open Minds With Regina Meredith, The Power Of Pisces, Mars and Neptune Aggression, Victimization, Fake War Rising


Last week, my latest interview with Regina Meredith went live on Open Minds. Prior to the taping, Regina, being the Scorpio telepath that she is, paused and picked up on the energy in the studio. According to her, it was quite powerful. If you haven’t seen it yet, you can watch a preview here for free. I was working with a student the other night and I was talking about Pisces and commented that it is probably the most powerful sign in the zodiac, not Aries, not Leo, Capricorn or Scorpio, signs that normally get the street cred when it comes to star power. Here is my basic reasoning why Pisces checks in at number one.

First off, it has all the other signs cascading into it, so Pisces isn’t just it’s own symbol/sign, it’s every other sign too. This is often a point of confusion with Pisces and the people that interact with them. Sometimes they show up as Hercules, other times they’re the fool on the hill. Duality is often assigned to Pisces, which I think is a general, overall function of the mutable signs, but in Pisces it’s defined as qualities like good and bad, light and dark, alpha and omega, root to the fruit, sacred and profane, etc., and all the potentialities that exist between those poles, hence the dualistic definitions, but it’s a bit reductive since there’s so much complexity and gradation within the spectrum of Piscean consciousness. Gemini, the other sign most often associated with duality is more black and white, off and on. Not so with Pisces, but the potentiality for a type of dualism that has an elongated route from one pole to the other is a core component to understanding the range of duality inherent in Pisces.

In “Let’s Go Crazy” by Prince, he talks about the elevator that goes down, and of course, he’s referring to hell, well the elevator also goes to the penthouse in the sky, heaven. Interestingly enough, Prince had Moon in Pisces, at the nadir of the chart, the very bottom.

So it’s the mélange of other celestial influence in Pisces that adds both to it’s power and distortion, which is not easy for your average Piscean. How do they capture the essence of an experience, distilled and heightened? The answer is, is that they don’t. It’s the same prescription when they have an experience that’s degrading and humiliating. They don’t attach to that either, but this is fairly evolved relationship to psyche and self, which solves the riddle of duality by letting the river of life flow through one’s experience. At this stage of consciousness, Pisces lives and acts without judgment, approaching a Taoist perspective.

The danger of course is that without judgment and discernment that Pisces would have no moral center and slip into a fluidic psychopathy. Here is where it’s important for the Piscean individual/type to develop empathy and compassion. If they can manage to do that, then they have a real chance of experiencing something that others cannot, which is the totality of the human expression. Obviously, this is a complex process, which can be assisted through personal expression such as art; film, music, painting, etc., as mediums that allow for the flow of that experience to manifest and not clog the psychic arteries of Pisces. But there are other reasons why this is the most powerful sign; Pisces is the penultimate expression of water.

Bruce Lee often extolled the virtues of water and how it can become anything. When water generates enough force and momentum, it can move anything. I remember when this really dawned on me. I was watching videos of flooding in Australia from 2010 and I was stunned to watch how quickly the water rose in certain areas and moved eighteen wheeled trucks and trailers like matchbox toys across the now rushing terrain. Go back and watch the footage of the Tsunami that hit Fukushima. It’s mind blowing. It’s that kind of power and force that is the essence of Pisces. Scorpio and Cancer are both obviously water, but they are different inasmuch the Aquarius differs from Libra and Gemini.

Cancer is alternating water and local. It’s streams and brooks, pond, small lakes and wells. Scorpio tends to be distant water, at times unreachable, large lakes with no discernible bottom, rivers, raging and wide. That’s Scorpio. Pisces is where it all flows into, the great oceans and seas of the world. Imagine the power of that force; That’s Pisces. That’s as Bruce Lee called it, “emotional content.”

With Mars in Pisces opening up the year, conjuncting Neptune in Pisces, we get a different, darker glimmer of that power, clearly unchecked and without empathy and compassion.


In Chicago, a disturbing event occurred when a group of young, African Americans abducted someone they knew, a young, white male. They stole a van and tied him up, bound and gagged him then captured the whole event, live, streaming, kicking him, hitting him, cursing him, blaming him for Trump, shouting epithets like “Fuck Trump.” They called the young man racist because he was “white.” Well he happened to be mentally disabled. From a purely astrological perspective, this has a decidedly Piscean/Martian/Martial overtone.

Mars is currently in Pisces and has been conjunct Neptune since New Years day. Mars is aggression and Pisces/Neptune can manifest as aggressive victimization. Synchronously, a disabled woman in North Dakota was raped by a “refugee” another Mars/Pisces transgression of criminal law and the soul of humanity itself. Here is where it gets tricky as we dissect the event from a non-astrological perspective.

case can be stated and made that the perps are just as much a victim, in the case of the disabled young man, the group that terrorized him likely grew up in a shitty neighborhood of Chicago, broken families like bottles on the streets, fathers likely missing or in a Piscean institution like jail, raised on entitlement disbursements, disenfranchised serfs of the new plantation state. I seriously hope I’m right, but even with this tempered perspective, it doesn’t make it okay, not even close.

Since the ritualized death of Trayvon Martin (Mars) there’s been a concerted effort to create a deeper racial division in the country, playing upon hidden anger, resentments, false flags and actual perps portrayed as victims, all staged in some manner, fashion and form to polarize and freeze the populace, straight out of Alinsky 101. Neither Obama, Hillary Clinton, or anyone on the left has done anything, to temper the rising tensions, to add calm and cool to a situation where the social heat has been near to boiling. They’ve enabled greater and greater acts of violence that are increasingly racially motivated and this is the dirty reality of where things are.

They’ve been fanning the flames of civil unrest, violence and ultimately revolution. The rape and the scalping, are on their hands and not only do I not think they care, based on what we’ve learned about the dark circles of Pizzagate and more, there might even be some remote pleasure in it all.

We are at a very dangerous crossroads as culture.


While the rape of innocence occurs, the absolute whitewashing of the truth morphs into the theater of the absurd. Washington was all abuzz this week, old guard Republicans, the rabid dogs of war like John McCain were peddling their bullshit. Russia hacked the election process, cyber attacks, etc.. It reeks of 2002, and the garbage they served up as a precursor to the war in Iraq; rods, yellow cake, Niger, all the raw nuke stuff needed to create a dirty bomb or missile to rain more death and destruction on an already traumatized populace. It was pure evil and ALL LIES. Millions of lives have been affected and it was all built on two sky scrapers of bullshit. Not one person has ever had to face that down. Condoleeza Rice lied through her teeth and to this day is lionized as a great American. And here we go again.

This is more Mars (aggression) in Pisces (manifesting as illusion). My concern is that the upcoming Mars/Saturn square on the 18th is a critical day, leading up to the inauguration on the 20th, perhaps an event that could quite possibly forestall the inauguration itself, or maybe limit access to D.C. Trump has ridden a wave of misfortune in some ways to the presidency, boomeranging back on the death of Kate Steinle, the attacks in San Bernadino and Orlando, using the momentum of them to hammer messages about the border, security and Islam to great effect. I have my doubts about the validity of some of those of events. If you were someone like Trump, wouldn’t you stage your own, false flag event just days before the inauguration, install intense security, even shutting the city down and thus insure that you would have a hassle free and safe swearing in? Just saying . . .In any event, the Mars/Saturn square is critical. It’s force (Mars) against the empire (Saturn) illusion and magic (Pisces) against truth and freedom (Sag). It’s also an aspect that could see a rise in conflict at colleges and universities across the nation. Meanwhile, truth is getting stretched like Silly Putty and it’s not fun and games.

John McCain and Lindsey Graham are rattling sabers against Russia, and Obama is amassing troops and tanks on the Russian border. Remember the Mars/Saturn square. Could Obama launch a pre-emptive war and either saddle Trump with it or keep him out of the White House altogether? BTW, have you checked the height of Graham and McCain? They’re 5’7 and 5’9 respectively. Seems like these two might be suffering under some over overcompensation. Obama’s 6’3—what’s his excuse?


On the 8th, when Mercury goes direct, every single planet will be moving forward. This is kind of a big deal, because we’ve been dealing with at least one, retrograde planet in our skies for quite a while. This means that while we have some challenging aspects, particularly the Mars/Neptune conjunction, and the Mars/Saturn square, the force of all the celestial bodies moving forward means at the very least, two separate things; One, that no matter what takes place over the next thirty days, until Jupiter moves backwards, we have the potential for “CLARITY.”
Clarity is a luxury in a world immersed in illusion. But during this incredibly critical time, the mechanics of the solar system are operating towards momentum. Two, we might be even to get some momentum beyond just the space for clarity. Perhaps, coinciding with the inauguration of Trump, (777), something new could actually “shift” into gear. We’ll take the temperature come Monday when Mercury goes direct.

The Harvest Lunar Eclipse In Pisces, Navigating The Shadowy Fringes Of Reality, Contacting The Numinous

total-lunar-eclipse-june-2011-namibia-reserve-tucker-1The melancholic waves of this lunar eclipse, “The Harvest Moon” are crashing on the shore of my consciousness. In the sign of Pisces at 23 degrees, the shadow of the moon reveals the inner shadow of our spiritual lives, the dark and hidden crevices where we feed our fear and starve our faith. Ever critical Virgo dominates the day, forcing us to examine the cracks and fissures in our lives. What’s real? Our imperfections? Our denial, that shields us from the constant scrutiny? Or our ability to contact the divine spirit within us and forgive us for both? Perhaps all three are equally true and therein lies the mystery and transmission for this particular eclipse, the emotional twin flame for the last, solar eclipse in Virgo, which took place on September 1st.

This cycle has been a rough one for me as Mercury went retrograde at 29 degrees on My Sun, one day after the eclipse. As some of you may know, I narrowly escaped a tragic car accident on Friday the 2nd. I’m looking forward to the end of this cycle, while going deeper to understand the meaning behind these cosmic cycles in my life and others.

This eclipse cycle started back in March, on the 8th, directly on my Son’s, Sun and as I mentioned had a stop along the way Mercury on my Sun, retrograde. It’s felt very personal in many ways and has highlighted my struggles as a single parent having to abide by the laws of Caesar, stated and laid out by the state of Texas. It’s a dynamic that’s also tweaked my South Node, in Pisces. Meanwhile, I have the work and it’s ever present. So in the spirit of gratefulness, I want to thank all of you that support my work, which is our work, awakening from the dream, arising from the trance, and forgiving ourselves for the slumber and delay, holding space for others to do the same.

On a collective front, we are dealing with details and shadows versus illusion. On 9/11, Hillary stumbles and falls, is dragged into her ambulance van, perhaps even in handcuffs and shackles. Then, she miraculously re-appears outside of Chelsea’s apartment, looking fit, albeit different, sans security, greeting a little girl.

After that, she goes dark, silent, rumors and whispers abound; The elections will be suspended, Biden is going to run, no it’s Michelle, maybe both. Then, miraculously, she rises like the Phoenix, recovered from pneumonia, riffing on the value of stepping back and taking stock of the race while still in the race. She looks younger and more invigorated, but there’s some issues here, and quite frankly, she appears to be a different woman.

On close inspection, the ears on the two Hillary’s do not match. One (the original) has a semi-detached lobe, while the new and improved version of Hillary, has an attached lobe.

Musicians, actors and politicians have had body doubles for years. It was said that there were at least four versions of each Beatle, lending to the Paul is dead myth/meme and lore theory.

There were at least two Bushes (the dopey one and the mean one) and who knows how many Obamas there are. I’m just going down the double road. I haven’t even dipped into the possibility of clones. There was a story during the 2008 election cycle that Hillary was spotted in two places at once in New York.

So as the eclipsed Moon rises, casting it’s spell and illusion upon the world, then revealing it’s shadow of doubt, in the darkest hours a light emerges and pierces the veil of the new dawn.

My prescription is to go light on alcohol, drugs and self-abuse. Be gentle and kind to yourself and others. This Moon favors going within and seeking the divine light, creator spirit within you. Remember, this is the Harvest Moon, so you get to reap the emotional and spiritual fruits of the past nine months. Hopefully, for you, they’ll be more sweet than bitter.

I’ll leave you with Dane Rudhyar’s interpretation of the 23rd degree of Pisces, which initiates the eclipse.


KEYNOTE: The ability to give of one’s own vital energy to substantiate one’s conscious ideals or unconscious desires.
The person who believes he or she has a mission or mandate, or any special gift that can be of value to his community, must substantiate this belief. He has to produce results. Sometimes this involves difficulties and special conditions or circumstances; it always demands to some extent the gift of some power of value which is deeply one’s own. The thought of sacrifice was suggested by the “white lamb” in the first symbol of this five-old series. Something precious involved in a deeply personal experience has to be surrendered, offered to others. The medium’s psychic substance provides the materials made visible in the phenomena, if the latter are genuine. After the séance, the medium is usually exhausted. The performer gives of his very life to the performance.
This refers to the third stage in the seventy-first five-fold process. The display of psychic power that the symbol depicts can be interpreted positively or negatively according to the motives that induced the “medium” to give the seance. In its most constructive aspect it suggests the Keyword: SUBSTANTIATION. The shadowy aspect of the process is “deception.

The Neptune/Virgo Opposition, 1849, The California Gold Rush And Shemitah

zsacred-hearts-jesus-and-mary-401x330Neptune (Pisces) and Jupiter (Virgo) in sacred alignment.

As we wind through what is surely going to be a challenging time for many of us in the weeks, months and years ahead, it is essential that we find inner strength through a deepening of our faith, our love for one another and a kindness that is almost a luxury in the world that we know. Slowly, but decidedly surely, we are being indoctrinated into a world where everyone is supposedly equal. This is the message of the Aquarian Age, but it’s being done by lowering the standards of equality. That which is equal is only equal as it is prescribed by the shrill voice of a collective nanny state. Your morals and standards are being shown to you through PSA’s and television shows which reinforce a broad, generalized view of what’s akin to secular humanism and if you don’t agree with the talking points, you can be persecuted financially and ostracized socially. These are some of the exact same trials and tribulations that Jesus/Sananda/Yeshua was put through during his walk on the planet. One not need believe in religion or God or the bible to see this dichotomy at work. The rejection of materialism was illustrated when the merchants tables were upturned in the temple. The pressure to conform, either professionally or even in the sphere of love has distorted our direct connection to the divine. Once we make choices outside of our knowing we are compromised at every turn, thus life becomes a series of trade-offs and justifications. At some point the path loses it’s demarcations and we become lost. Continue reading “The Neptune/Virgo Opposition, 1849, The California Gold Rush And Shemitah”